I am going through this phase. This phase where all my grounding has been pulled from beneath me and I am being supported by nothing but my own power. This may seem like what you should look for… self preservation and self dependence, but I am unstable and emotionally tied and bi polar depressed and an extroverted introvert… so that leaves me with very little to be confident in. I...
Of joyful sorrow… I feel very dead inside… melancholly… I still hold my smile, and my face up, but I lose a part of me everyday… I don’t feel like there is much left… not much left to care for…. I need a revelation … a direction… a whisper in the wind C’est la vie mon ami Deus Vult!